Susan Grubar's Living With Cancer

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Although illness narratives are not novel or new, their prevalence in modern popular literature could be attributed to how these stories can be relatable, empowering, and thought-provoking. Susan Grubar is the writer for the blog “Living with Cancer”, in The New York Times, that communicates her experience with ovarian cancer (2012). In our LIBS 7001 class, Shirley Chuck, Navdeep Dha, Brynn Tomie, and I (2016) discussed various narrative elements of her more recent blog post, “Living with Cancer: A Farewell to Legs” (2016). Although the elements of narration and description (Gracias, 2016) were easily identified by all group members, the most interesting topics revolved around symbolism as well as the overall impression or mood of the post. …show more content…

Often we associate the colour blue with sadness, sorrow, and depression. However, it is also widely associated with calmness, peace and relaxation. One of the group members noted that each instance in which Grubar mentions the blue couch reflects some of these emotions (Chuck, 2016). At first, Grubar “collapse[s] onto the blue couch” right after her fall in the driveway. A few of the students associated the colour of the couch to the despair and sadness Grubar felt after her fall and struggle to get inside the house. After her visit to the hospital and being told that her recovery would take several weeks, she emotes that she is “marooned on the blue couch” again representing her helplessness and melancholy. The group agreed that the emotion associated with the “blue couch” appeared to change at the end of her story. At the end, as Grubar sits and contemplates, her emotions seem more calm and stable. Although the colour of the couch plays an important role on the interpretation of the authors emotions the couch itself could also be a symbol of her cancer. The group agreed that the couch was a constant in the story just as her cancer is a constant in her life, regardless of her remission. Therefore, the “blue couch” could represent Grubar’s change in the way she perceives her life with

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