Self Realization in Katherine Mansfield's Miss Brill

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In the short story entitled "Miss Brill," written by Katherine Mansfield, the reader spends a routine Sunday with Miss Brill, whose character is revealed through her thoughts about others as she observes a crowd of strangers and soaks up the atmosphere while sitting at a bench in the park. Miss Brill seems to enjoy her routine of sitting in the park and listening to the band play, but most of all she savors the ability to eavesdrop into other people's lives by listening "as though she didn't listen" (Mansfield 259) to their conversations and observing their every move. Through these senses, Miss Brill tries to create an alternate reality for herself to relieve her feelings of loneliness; although, she is forced into a self-realization, but remains the same, for the imposter is not who she truly is.

The short story gives the reader an everyday experience of Miss Brill's character and her life approach to searching for a sense of identity and a longing for human companionship. Miss Brill's pastime of eavesdropping and observing strangers is an attempt to compensate for the emptiness in her own life. By her being able to listen to other's conversations, she feels as if she is included into other people's lives. It seems as if Miss Brill is so used to this sense of security that if her daily routine were to change, her whole life would shatter before her. The weekly outing gives Miss Brill the opportunity to somewhat be in the company of others and, for a moment in time, leave behind her feelings of isolation when she's in her "room like cupboard" (Mansfield 261). She takes in every advantage of feeling connected to these individuals in order to achieve a sense a belonging.

Miss Brill, mentally seated in the shadow...

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...down. She is now forced to realize that she is not important, like she had hoped she was, to the crowd around her.

Not keeping with her Sunday routine of getting a slice of honey cake at the bakery on her way home, because of the hurtful words she became associated with, she solely returns to her "room like cupboard." Arriving at home she removed her beloved fur, and once it was put back into its place with the lid seated firmly, she "thought she heard something crying" (Mansfield 261), unaware that it was indeed herself crying due to a revelation and the self-realization of living her daily life as an imposter. Although Miss Brill has sensed self-realization, she will remain static throughout the entirety of her life; acting out her Sunday routine of eavesdropping into others lives, for it is the only way she can compensate for her void called loneliness.

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