Pip's State of Mind

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Pip’s state of mind at this point in the novel is conflicted and torn due to the aspects of social class, and his surroundings. Pip currently lives with his newfound riches and manners, but is constantly reminded of his background of low social class. He refuses to accept his past and is torn between who he is, and how he wants to be – a “gentleman,” sharing a life with his love, Estella.
Before he was given the opportunity to move to London and learn how to be a “gentleman,” Pip spent most of his childhood days over at the Satis House, conversing with Miss Havisham, and admiring her adopted daughter, Estella. Pip goes through many changes in hopes of appeasing the heart and standards of the gorgeous yet cold-hearted Estella. Estella is awfully rude and harsh towards Pip, insulting, and criticizing him, so much, that “when she was gone, [Pip] cried, [and] kicked the wall, and took a hard twist at [his] hair” (61). Whenever he was around her, he would feel embarrassed and ashamed. However, despite her crudeness, Pip’s affections towards her only continues to develop and grow stronger throughout the course of the novel. The broken heart represents the way that Estella has treated him, but the arrow symbolizes his undying her love for her. And despite the fact the Estella looks down upon him, he strives at being a “gentleman” so that he may earn her love and adoration. Although the heart is still warm and red, the purple represents the bruises that Estella has left on his fragile heart.
But Pip understands and believes that in order for Estella’s love to be requited, he must leave behind his past of poverty and low social class. Because Pip is so blinded by the idea of fortune and wealth, he has chosen the Satis House and Estella ...

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...ar that he strives to move away from the ‘common’ life with his sister, and Joe, so that he may impress Estella. He struggles with this because the people that he was once acquainted with continue to float back around his life, and bring back those, (in Pip’s opinion), gory memories. The question mark represents the general question – Pip’s general question and confusion. He questions his character. He knows what he wants – high class, and Estella. And yet, he struggles in keeping these priorities straight, and often times, his mind wanders in the opposite direction. Pip’s state of mind illustrates a general mood of confusion and confliction, for he is unsure of who he is, and despite the fact that he wishes to be associated with the ‘higher society,’ he understands it may be more difficult than he had imagined.

Works Cited

Great Expectations - Charles Dickens

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