Personal Narrative: My Move To Vietnam

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The revulsions of war; the atrocity, the gore and the ghastly smoke resulting from the guns ricocheting off the towering masses of apocalyptic tanks, as well as the aftermath; the melancholy, the pain and the tears is something that I will only experience in my deepest, darkest nightmares. But as a young girl growing up in Dulwich Hill, my only impression of war is an annoyed one. The low grumbles of the decrepit veterans complaining about their time and those annoying one minute silences in school that gave me one minute to listen to the loud breathing of the person next to me. I doubt my impression will change when I move to Vietnam. “Just more oldies to deal with,” I scoffed to myself as I placed a heavy box into my mother’s car.

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I never realised how much this impacted civilians as well as soldiers. To take them out of their comfort zone like that and make them point guns at each other is disgusting. Thinking about Chien’s brother made me think of my own brother, who I care so much about. I can never imagine losing him, or anyone in my family. Chien was all alone there, he didn’t have his wife to comfort him and he hadn’t contacted his brother in such a long time! I stuck my hand in the box and pulled out another letter which was dated June 1968. The paper smelt foul and felt as if it would crumble in my hands. I could barely make out the …show more content…

It’s really crammed tight in here, and I can barely breathe. Writing to you is what keeps me going. My closest friend Phuong died the other day. I remember finding him on the ground. His eyes looked ethereal as his smile splayed across his face. He received a shot to his chest that dyed his uniform deep red. He pointed to his pocket and his final words were ‘God.’ So I now have a bible. I do try to read it and it’s the only thing I have left of Phuong. I have a question though, do I go to heaven for assisting the North, or do I go to hell for killing those in the South? I pray whenever I can, it’s another thing that keeps me sane. I pray for your happiness, I pray for my survival, and I also pray for the safety of our child. I hope they grow up in an environment that is safe and prosperous. I dreamt of dying. I dreamt about dying a lot. When will it be me? I hope I can be in your arms soon. I love you.

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