Parker's Back By Flannery O Connor

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Love and Merit
If only our actions could earn us God’s love, then Sarah Ruth, a vehemently sinless woman in Parker’s Back by Flannery O'Connor, would be the most loved of all women. However, Parker’s Back is not a message of the achiever being loved by God. Rather, it is in those who are found lacking in many ways who seem to have Christ’s light shine upon them. It is Sarah Ruth’s husband, a man covered in sin which permanently sinks deeper into his skin who ends up sharing his life with Christ through a bond of love. That is love which is a giving of ones very self for the other. It does not seem that in contrast to the unstained Sarah Ruth that Parker’s life could lead him closer to Christ. What difference is there to separate the one who …show more content…

Parker wants to have a purpose, he wants to be lovable. Just as the tattooed man was loved by the crowds so too does parker seek to love himself and have others affirm him in is worthiness of love. In a very actual way, Parker seeks to become lovable to himself through tattoos. However, every time that he added a new tattoo, the mirror would soon reflect something unsatisfying (O'Connor 514). A way in which he tried to convince himself that he had made himself loveable is in winning over women with his tattoos. For, they served to convince Parker that his tattoo creation was lovable. With every square inch of himself, Parker sought to create something that was worthy of love yet ended up always lacking. There was no way in which Parker could see himself as truly loveable despite every effort he put into convincing himself. So, he kept looking for that one thing that would make him …show more content…

Parker is saved from a one-man tractor accident which justly should have killed him because he caused it. Instead, Parker was flung from the tracker and the shoes which were on fire should have been on his feet to burn him as well. Yet, Parker gets up and runs away from his accident. Unscathed physically, Parker “knew that there had been a great change in his life” (O'Connor 521). This incident is not a moment of complete clarity for Parker; it is not as if all had been made clear in an instant. However, as he keeps recalling the image of the empty shoes burning into his mind, Parker is convinced that his life has more purpose than he ever thought before. It is in his best and selfless act of surrendering the last part of himself to the Christ, obeying His eyes, that Parker’s action shows that he sees goodness for himself as beyond his capability. In examining his soul, Parker sees that his whole life is a surrender to the movement of his spirit causing the spider web of his life to be necessary (O'Connor 527). How has every part of his life been necessary? It is not in his life’s achievements that Parker was loved by the Christ on his back; it is in recognizing that despite all that he had done, it is only in being Obadiah Elihue Parker that Christ’s love shined His light on him (O'Connor 528). Christ loves Obadiah Elihue in his self-surrendering despite his sin and

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