One Night Changed a Life in the Book, Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson

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Melinda Sordino was just a young teenage girl trying to have some fun. Now, she is loathed by afar for something nobody understands. During a summer party, Melinda drunkenly fumbled for the phone and dialed the cops. As she enters her freshman year of high school, her friends refuse to talk to her, and she escapes into the dark forests of her mind. “I am Outcast” (Anderson 4). But something about that party was not right. Something she tried not to relive but to forget. “I have worked so hard to forget every second of that stupid party, and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do. I can’t tell them what really happened. I can’t even look at that part of myself” (Anderson 28). Depression is a serious mental disorder. The duration and symptoms vary from person to person, and some even have a genetic inclination to develop this illness (Bruce). Depression is not simply a chemical imbalance but a disease caused by several factors. Depression does not have a lone cause. An individual gene cannot handle mood or spur up depression. However, genes can influence the way nerve pathways perform. Multiple genes cooperate to evolve a susceptibility to depression. In addition to the biological aspect of depression, neurotransmitters and hormones are chemicals that allow nerve cells to communicate. Not only do they control mood and emotions, but the way these chemicals are broken down may add to the growth of depression. Human development also plays a big role. Growing up, including relationships with people, influences mood. Melinda’s friends, who she has known for nine years, despise her. “Her eyes meet mine for a second. ‘I hate you,’ she mouths silently” (Anderson 5). Additionally, early loss su... ... middle of paper ... ...s showed up in the rats who suffered from a mix of depression and severe anxiety (Healy). This proves to show that we are making great advances in figuring out the secrets of depression. Laurie Halse Anderson did an exceptional job of portraying depression in a high school student in her book Speak. Suddenly, Melinda finds herself trapped in a closet with IT. She does not deserve to be punished for spilling her secret, but there he is. He moves in closer and then, “The only sound I can make is a whimper. He fumbles to hold both my wrists in one hand. He wants a free hand. I remember I remember. Metal hands, hot knife hands. No. A sound explodes from me. ‘NNNOOO!!!’” (Anderson 194). She pushes a shard of glass to his neck. Outside the door, much awaited help is coming. After a miserable year of struggling and silence, Melinda finally learns the importance of speaking.

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