Nietzsche's Morality As Anti-Nature

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No one ever notices it. No one, not even my own family member can detect the frown that concealed under my cheerful smile when I got home. Suppressing one’s feeling and thought for sake of another is tantamount to destroying one’s passion for sake of other. Looking back at my childhood, I can develop a better understanding of Nietzsche’s theme of repression of passion in “Morality as Anti-nature.” I had a very rough childhood. My biological father ran away when my sister was born leaving my family with more than hundreds of thousand of dollars in debt. Before my real dad disappeared, my family owned a car painting company that brought millions of dollar in profit. When the economy went bad, other companies stopped paying for the paint they …show more content…

Inside the house, I prepared food, ironed clothes, and took care of my sister in place of my mom. I devoted myself for the family. The word “ tired” or any form of complains never came out of my mouth. I knew that my sister suffered from growing up without a father figure and my mom worked really hard for the family. Imagine that one day you are the CEO of the company and then the next day, you deliver fish tasks and sell second-hand clothing for a living. Since everyone in my family endured a great deal of distress, who am I to said that I want to be an actress instead of a …show more content…

I can understand that Nietzsche was scolding those who give up on their passion with fear of failure and other factor, but how can Nietzsche’s thesis justify my family situation? If I was to adopt Nietzsche’s theory, then is it ok for me to complain about the life I have, stop working, put more burdens on my mom’s shoulder, and spend the money that my mom gain from sacrificing her health to hang out with friend just like other kids in my neighborhood? It is not the fear of failure, but the guilt of betraying my family that would eat me alive. If I were to turn into an immoralist like Nietzsche and pursue my passion instead of taking care of the family, then I would turn into a monster that break her own mom’s heart. My mom had to drop out of college in order to take care of me and my sister, therefore she never get to pursue her dream of becoming a professor. Instead she is working as a waitress in local restaurant. How am I going to tell her that I want to be an actress? All my family ever need from me is stability. Career in acting cannot give my family the sustainability it need, but a career in medicine can. My mom allocates her body and soul trying to

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