Mura Secrets And Anger

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Anger is an emotion characterized by antagonism toward someone or something. According to Merriam-Webster a secret is something that is kept or meant to be kept unknown or unseen by others. The definitions of anger and secret perfectly describes David Mura’s life. Mura is like most of us by retaining secrets and anger, causing the air balloon effect. The title, “Secrets and Anger” is an appropriate title for Mura’s essay, because it shows Mura’s struggle of his race and ethnicity throughout his life. In this essay Mura expresses his anger towards the Broadway production Miss Saigon. Mura “protest . . . [actor equality] against the producer’s casting . . . [Mura] felt disturbed that again a white actor, the British Jonathan Pryce, was playing …show more content…

On the day Samantha Lyn is born, Mura ask himself, “Can I teach my daughter Japanese cultural?” when Mura is barely understanding the cultural himself (Mura 35). Mura feels daunted by the situation because he “decided that [he] was not Japanese . . . [he] was never going to be Japanese, and . . . [he] was never going to be an expert on Japanese cultural” after his trip to Japan and discover his identity as Japanese-American. Mura’s regret, is he never took advantage to learn his Japanese cultural as a young kid, and now sees himself “as a person of color” (Mura 35). All of these regrets put pressure on Mura that he is incapable to teach Japanese cultural to his daughter Samantha and “would rather not discuss, [because] it seems much easier to opt in silence”. Shamefulness is also a worry for Mura. Mura is more attracted to “the ‘beautiful’ bodies of white women” than the other race and ethnicity. Mura also question if he should tell Samantha “[his] own desire for a ‘hallucinatory whiteness,’ of how in [his] twenties such a desire fueled a rampant promiscuity addiction to pornography . . . ?” (Mura 35). At the time Samantha is young and would not know how to take it

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