I know you always hate it when I texted you a long paragraph. I honestly hated writing them. I wish I could just talk to you as easily as I could write. You are constantly on my mind. You show up in every thought. I will be happy when I no longer accidentally call people by your name. This isn't even meant for you. This is for me. It's my way of getting you out of my head. If I do send; a part of me wants you to know I still search for you in everything and everyone. I realize a part of me will always be in love with you. I was so busy looking at the moon, I forgot the stars. A heart is meant to be broken and it was a privilege to have it broken by you.
It is truly incredible How much you can think about someone you haven't seen in such a
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Honestly, deep down I know I still care and love you very much but the feeling is fading. I guess this is just a heart mending itself. To say I still love you now would not be right, but to say I'm over you is just not true either. You are special to me. I just hope that never ceases to stop being true. Your letter will always be the kindest, sweetest gift I ever got from someone I truly adored at one point. THANK YOU.
You are possibly the sweetest person know. I don't know why but I really do care for you even if it is best for me. I think about you sometimes and wonder how you are doing. Love isn't the reason but rather knowing that you deserve something better than what you have. I have no resentment; no anger nor any real issue to how we ended. You did what was best for us and honestly, I do think you did it out of love for me. you set me free knowing how hard I would take it but you still did it. sometimes it kind to be cruel.
I find it more and more refreshing talking to you.I admit I still get nervous when I catch you in the corner of my eye. I think that just me still yearn your company. I will get over that too. sometimes when I feel like I can finally say "I am over her" you show up and put me 3 steps back. It is extremely cruel but you don't know
As time went on, though, things changed. I should have known it was too good to be true. It was no abrupt change. Today I realize it was subtle. You were sneaky. You began to get jealous of my attention to other things besides you. Slowly at first you called me away from my relationships, my schooling, my work, and ultimately my goals. I became preoccupi...
You are the light in my life, my happiest thought in the darkest of times. I know that you’re always there for me, no matter what. I have so many wonderful memories with you in the time that we have been together. It seems that everything about you fills my heart with love, even a simple smile makes my heart beat faster. Even after a year being with you, I find myself falling more and more in love with you each time I’m with you. It’s like an endless sea; the moment I think I cannot love you anymore, you do something so warm and thoughtful, and the ocean overflows. I find it hard to put into words just how much you mean to me, because I feel as if there are not enough words in the world to say how I truly feel towards you. You have flipped my whole world upside-down, I never knew how committed and passionate I could be for
Thank you so much for finding that letter! As opposed to mailing it to me, would you mind coming over someday, anytime from 10 AM to 10 pm? It can be any day, just let me know in advance. I’d like to meet and thank you in person. You went out of your way to find me just to give me that letter, you’re quite deserving of my kindness and famous chocolate chip cookies!
I constantly wish I was with you, and the days I’m not with you, or the times I go awhile without seeing you, I feel like a part of me is missing. You’re my best friend, boyfriend, cuddle buddy, and ultimately the love of my life. You don’t even know how much I hate hearing that the both of us don’t know if we are going to be together in a year, five years, or ten. I don’t want anyone else. I’m scared of how I’ll be if you and I break up. I know if that ever does come to be finding someone will be so difficult because I’ll compare them to you the entire way through. I will always love you, no matter if we end on bad terms or good. Thank you so much for being so good to me and always putting up with
Today as I have sat here and listened to every last word that you have said I see the amount of damage I have caused you. I promised you so many things and look how many I gave you if I could go back in time and start from scratch I would start with making sure that I drove to see you no matter how much it would have upset my family. There were times that I thought you understood where I was coming from but it is clear to me now that I have broke you down more than I would ever want to imagine. You say that you love me and you care about me more than you have for anyone you say that I changed your life. Only if you realized how much you have changed mine you have made me love myself and be proud of who I am still to this day though we have had some pretty rough times you hold me up.
I am so astonished and honored to send you a letter from your very special admirer. I now know the struggles and difficulties that you withstood during your lifetime, and no one in this world can feel the same way you did after World War II, including me. Your life story has given me so much inspiration and insight to the philosophical wonders of the world, and this has influenced me to become a better person. I appreciate the gifts that God has given me, such as love, family, and companionship. Again, I feel sorrow for the losses and hardships that obstructed your goals to becoming a successful person.
I’m so sorry I couldn’t explain this to you earlier. I was wrong for ignoring the conflicts we had just brushing them away thinking it would be okay and just go away, but I cant run away from myself. I have to accept that this is the right thing to do even though I don’t want to do it. I’m so confused with us and myself. I need my groundings back. It’s not easy for me to let go of someone I love, and it’s even harder when I know it’s the right thing and something I need to do. You haven’t done anything wrong. It’s me, and that kills me. I know that sounds stupid but it’s true. You are such an amazing person and deserve the world. Sometimes you don’t treat me all that great but in the end I don’t think there’s a better person out there than you Tyler. The love that you give me is so incredible but I’m not ready for that right now or maybe ever. And I do love you and care about you. See how this is so hard and confusing…but I know I need this. I need to fix myself before anyone else is
Every day that I wake up and every night before I fall asleep, I thank God that we met, because without you I would be nothing. Through the hard times you have held my hand, through the rough times you have held me close to you, and through the ups and downs you have stayed by my side. What else could I ask for? When I am sick you tuck me in. You have brought back the person that everyone loved and have helped me learn to be the person I always wanted and knew I could be.
When you got sick and the doctors told me I should hold you back you taught me it was more important to feel and grow like any other child than to have me hide you under my wing. It was more important to live. And that you did. You danced so beautifully, for years. And then your greatest joy, cheerleading. You made me so proud. You have always been my greatest pride and joy. I'm not sure how I can live this life without you. Remember when you would cry and tell me you were so afraid because you didn't want me to die before you. And I would tell you I wasn't going to die. And remember me saying you couldn't die before me, so we agreed, we had to go at the same time because neither of us could live without the other.
My love, no words can explain how much I miss you and cherish you, and wish for nothing but to have you by my side so I can love you with my entire being, yet that is not the reality. It has nearly been two moons since our last meeting, the last time since I had looked into your most beguiling, captivating eyes, been two moons since I had felt the warmth of your hands on mine, two months since my lips had met yours, two moons since I had last heard the sweet, sweet sound of your melodious voice with my own ears- yet my love for you has faded no less but has strengthened and increased even more so. Since we had last parted, you were the only thing on my mind, and all I asked was to see you again and spend the rest of my eternity with you. Of course, I had been reminded by Jungkook and Taehyung
I wish you didn’t. I loved you the moment I met you. I’ll love you til your last
And another thing, this whole situation is not about you. Do you know how many times you mentioned yourself in your letter? 33 times!! This is supposed to be about US and how we can get past this together. You know, You didn’t even say your were sorry. Not once did you even apologize. You kept talking about YOU, and what YOU had to sacrifice and what YOU have to give. There is no such thing as a one sided relationship. I gave my all in this relationship too. And unlike you I didn’t need another woman to run to when things got rough. I stayed faithful to you through the goodtime and the bad.
I guess the hardest part for me to comprehend was you feeling like a relationship is too much for you to handle at this point. I guess it's hard for me because I feel like if it were me, I would have kept fighting. But I guess that's selfish, because not everyone is going to
In November, I will show you my true self and show you all that is in my heart, that I can only vaguely describe to you. You captured my heart fully this year and I'm glad it was you that did it. This is just the beginning of our lifelong journey together. My first path is southwest to be with you. The words of this letter cannot fully describe how I feel about you but they are the words and the small voice of my heart. You are a one of a kind woman and I want you to know that. I cannot wait to finally have you in my arms again and declare you safe from world's harm. I cannot wait to feel your soft lips against mine. I cannot wait to feel your heartbeat. I cannot wait to look into your bright, beautiful green eyes and tell you I love you. I cannot wait to run my fingers through your long, flowing blonde hair to ease your worries.
Your letter dated 20 October 2016 reached me and the content well understood. Thank you dear for your letter and for all you shared with me. I was thrilled reading from you after very long time. My I recap the content of your letter to be certain I understood what you shared.