How Vitiligo Changed My Life

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One day, after a baseball tournament, i noticed that i had white spots on my face and my hands. At the time i thought that it might just be sun spots because it was really sunny that particular weekend, but after several weeks it did not go away. In fact, the spots started spreading and becoming more and more noticeable so i saw a dermatologist and he diagnosed me with vitiligo. Vitiligo is a condition in which the pigment is lost from areas of the skin, causing white patches. It has no definite cure, i can wake up one morning with my body being one big white spot and it could completely go away. The dermatologist told me that i should stay away from the sun as much as possible because vitiligo makes me more susceptible to solar rays meaning i have higher chances of getting skin cancer. When i heard the word cancer being associated with me, i was scared. I immediately thought the worst. I kept thinking, why me? why now? everything I had planned for …show more content…

I thought, “Should i be embarrassed for having white spots on my face?” I answered my thought with no i should not be embarrassed because this is who i am now so i should just become accustomed to it. Next i thought again “Why me?” I answered that with my not me? if i know i can take it and not be embarrassed to go out in public like that then it is better that i have it than someone who has social issues and can’t handle it have to go through the struggle. My next thought was “am i going to continue to keep playing baseball even with the possibilities of skin cancer weighing down on me?” My answer was a definite yes. I was not going to let this get in the way of my everyday activities. My belief was that if anything serious was to happen to me, it will happen doing what i loved. i had been playing baseball, and loving it for too long for my dreams to just roll over and die. I was going to keep playing even if the risks were very

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