Eulogy For Father

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I have thought about this for a while now. Therefore, after the incident yesterday I decided it would be best if I got this off my chest. I love the two of you with all my heart. Nothing gives me more joy than to see the two of you happy. Happy with, school, job, boyfriends, kids, spending time with each other…life. I get this feeling of completeness when you are here at home, spending time together and hearing you two laugh. I know I have not been the best of mothers and I know you two think this and that about me and I accept that. However, what I cannot accept is your lack of respect of me as your mother. I can almost hear your thoughts right now... ”you earn respect; you want respect you have to give respect, respect yourself.” Well, I …show more content…

I have made sacrifices many times to be able to give you the things you wanted. I have worked on days that I was too sick to hold my head up. I have driven a car to take you places you wanted to go praying all the way there and back we would make it because the car was low on gas. I have bought just enough micro meals for me to eat for lunch so that you could have chick fi la l for breakfast. I have bought a car (not making the payments but with my credit) when I desperately needed a car myself. I have purchased things for you when I set out to get myself something new. For the past 13/14 years I have worn hand me downs so you could get new clothes/shoes. I have worn boots that I bought you but you wanted new ones so I wore your old ones even with them being a little big. I have not and I am not complaining. Those and many other things are just simple little things a mother does for her children, She sacrifices her own needs and wants so her children can have the things they need and want. I have always wanted the two of you to do better than I have. I have never wanted to see you struggle. It is hard being a young single mother. You both were young when you became a mother, really too young to understand how to be a mother, especially difficult when you were raised by a very young single mother who never had a “motherly mother”. If I were being graded on my skills as a mother, I would more than likely fail most parts. Nevertheless, I do hope on the part of showing your children you love them I would at least pass. I know the way I express myself sometimes is not perfect but after much time I would have thought at least the two of you would have a understanding of who I am, how I express myself, the need to be at home, the need for my home to be my safe space, my intimate domain. There have been things I have never shared with the two of you because

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