Depression Monologue

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Prologue

I regret writing this. But then it relieves me from the pain and suffering I have been going through. However, my time writing this story felt like a piece of shit. Just say I’m having a love-hate relationship with my manuscript containing a range of emotions that a few of them I can’t name. To sum my story up, I’m emotional as fuck, as you can say. But I always think this to myself that I should remember: Embrace it. It would’ve been better if I got therapy, but I would rather get my depression to die down. That way, I would hardly become depressed. Depression for me doesn’t seem to be too big of an issue. Or at least, that’s what I thought it would be other than you, maybe. I’ve been having this for a while now so here’s my FAQ of me and my depression:

Are you still okay? Well, I’m still alive, with my heart beating and my mouth still breathing the air …show more content…

Don’t feel bad now. Life contains full of problems to be dealt with so I’m not the only one who is going through this.
Are you okay with the life you’re having currently? Sometimes, I ask myself this. It’s like questioning if this is the life I should be living. Just so you know, I’m not going to commit suicide. Really, I’m not. There’s a big difference between questioning my life and having suicidal thoughts. I’m not trying to say that I hate my life and would want to kill myself to make things easier for everyone. The things I deserved to get in my life are the things I don’t want to have. My life revolves around my friends, mostly, school, and family. The three things everyone here in this world have. But it’s not what I should deserve to have. My family and school are the least of my problems. It’s the social life that is. I have friends who I shouldn’t deserve to have because they talk about stuff I don’t know about. Leaving my friends might be a great decision to do. Don’t take this the wrong way but it’s a personal thing I have to deal

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