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A/N There will be a lot of cussing from now on TRIS POV The whole dauntless is silent. People who knew me send me looks of astonishment. People who don't know me look around in confusion. I wipe my sweaty hands on the fabric of my dress. I look around at the whole of dauntless and see that everyone has a look of happiness. Everyone except her. I see my brothers, Four, and Christina. Zeke and Uriah have shiny tears dripping down there face. Four gives me an apologetic smile, asking me for forgiveness. I nod at him, telling him that I forgive him. The silence is interrupted by a screeching woman. “Ugh, you shouldn't be here. Nobody likes you, and nobody ever has. There was a reason Four left you,” the feminine voice yells. The dauntless boos …show more content…
She begins to sing, but she sounds awful. Her voice is too high in some parts and her pitch is way off key. When she finishes only Lauren claps. I walk my way up to the stage and take the mic. I begin to sing The Phoenix by Fall Out Boy. Put on your war paint You are a brick tied to me that's dragging me down Strike a match and I'll burn you to the ground We are the jack-o-lanterns in July setting fire to the sky Here, here comes this rising tide, so come on Put on your war paint Cross walks and crossed hearts and hope-to-dies Silver clouds with grey linings So we can take the world back from a heart attack One maniac at a time we will take it back You know time crawls on when you're waiting for the song to start So dance alone to the beat of your heart Hey young blood, doesn't it feel like our time is running out? I'm gonna change you like a remix Then I'll raise you like a phoenix Wearing our vintage misery No, I think it looked a little better on me I'm gonna change you like a remix Then I'll raise you like a phoenix Bring home the boys and scrap scrap metal the tanks Get hitched, make a career out of robbing banks Because the world is just a teller and we are wearing black masks "You broke our spirit, " says the note we pass So we can take the world back from a heart …show more content…
I see my brothers and Four. Zeke is staring at the city through the window, while Uriah stares at Zeke with a sickening grin. Four looks at my eyes before speaking. “Will you please tell me what you meant?” He ask, looking at me. “Why should I? You aren't worth anything to me and helping you seems to be against my best interests,” I say as a deadly scowl forms on my face. “I know, but I’ve been looking for a way to get a divorce. I don’t love her,” Four raises his voice. “Then maybe you shouldn't have married her,” I began to yell. “At least tell me why you committed suicide,” Four claims with a calm voice. That scares me a little bit. “I didn't commit suicide. I was pushed by her. She did it,” I respond before blocking him
“I want to throw things at them. I want to scream: Why weren’t you here last night? Why didn’t you save my family?”(221)
I took a final puff on my cigarette and flicked it, using my forefinger and thumb, onto the driveway of number forty-nine Flag Crescent. I made my way up the sloped driveway towards the two storey wooden flat, it wasn’t much but was an easy target. I had looked for cameras and security devices in the final hours of that afternoon and decided to launch my attack early this morning, luckily, there were not any cameras. There does not seem to be any lights on in the house and to my surprise, the door was unlocked and swaying open in the cool morning breeze, it made it much easier for me to take what I needed and leave. I wanted to show her that I could do anything he could, he took her from me, and left me with nothing. I was going to get her
“Then you’re going to have to trust me. I will work on your mother, I promise. You just have to promise me that you’ll play along for a little while. Just wait until your brother is married.”
This time that she attempted suicide was over fall break this year. I go up to Owensboro, Kentucky to stay with Gracie on most school breaks, but we do stuff with Meghan, too. Meghan and I aren't as close as me and Gracie, but I still care for her and look out for her. The beginning of fall break, we all went shopping together. Meghan seemed happy. Towards the middle of the break, Meghan started posting stuff on her snapchat story saying that she didn’t want to be here anymore. Gracie is blocked from Meghan’s snapchat, so she didn't see it. I knew that Meghan had Gracie blocked, but I still
“I wanted to see if you actually cared about me. That you would be honest.”
“I have to tell you something, but I can’t,” I say, tears welling in my eyes.
“You’re making me so sad right now, so sad that I need to get away from you.”
“She asked me if I loved her. I told her it didn’t mean anything but that I didn’t think so. “
“Look, I know that you’re worry about me but I’m fine and I didn’t need any sympathy from you or anyone else.”
“Alright.” He agrees, “But why? I’m not family. Why do you do this?” He asks.
“I know.” I respond, i'm not going to demand anything. I’m not in a position to do that.
“...I don’t know,” I grimaced as I quickly signed back. “These days, I don’t even know who I am anymore. Am I the hero who saved you? Or am I the reason as to why everything happened?”
Think back on the worst experience you have ever had in your life to date, how was it handled? What could have happened to lessen the stress of the situation? Have any regrets? How would you tell that story? Well I will go ahead and tell you of my story where last year on October 11th, 2014 I lost my best friend Gilbert David Kromer.
“That is a welcoming compliment. It’s time to break up,” Fanny rises. She steps away.
I have learned to live by the catch phrase of the big time show, Big Brother, on CBS. “Expect the Unexpected”. On this particular day I did not. The same rude and angry tone my sister had every morning when she yelled at me to turn off my school alarm. It was a bit cold that morning with the early chill but that’s just because southern California isn’t used to the cold.