Charlie Gordon Monologue

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I’m sitting in the sunroom, turning the delicate pages of Flowers for Algernon, and feeling the artificial breeze through my hair. I love listening to the sounds of the creek and the songs of the distant birds as I read. It is my only glimpse into what the outside world feels like. The gray storm clouds coming in are reminiscent of pocket lint as I dive deeper into the story. I read about the betrayal that Charlie Gordon felt when he realized the world was a bitter place, and the people that he trusted turned out to be against him. I wonder if that is really how the world is. How can something so vast and free be so unforgiving?
I look up from my book when I hear a thud near where I assume the back gate is. I’ve never been able to see that …show more content…

“Yes. I have SCID. I can’t leave my house. I am a freak who is going to die alone in this house! I am falling in love with this guy, and when I am with him it is so great, but there is like a 100% chance that he will kill me if we spend any time together!” I’ve started yelling now. “Does it look like I want to live this life? Doing the same thing every day? Only being able to talk to my mother?!” Redhead and Madame Alexander look at each other blankly, and then turn back to me. Madame Alexander mouths some words at me until Redhead yanks on her pigtail. The two of them disappear from the yard, and I am left alone again, …show more content…

The two girls giggled at each other.
“Why this yard?” I ask, expecting the answer to be something like they wanted to see if the rumors about a trapped sick girl were true.
“You have the highest fence” scribbles Madame Alexander. I immediately feel a wave of relief wash over me when I realize that I am not the circus freak that I assumed I was. These girls couldn’t be much older than six or seven, and the thought that they would have heard rumors of my existence now seems ridiculous.
“Where do you guys live?” I inquire, pondering why I’ve never seen them out of my bedroom window.
The two look at each other and Redhead nods and scratches something onto the paper, “Next door. Over there” she points to the other side of the house, the one opposite to Olly’s. Maybe that is why I’ve never seen them. I have been obsessing over Olly this whole time instead of seeing the rest of the neighborhood. The storm clouds seem to be clearing up as the sun peeks through them. It dawns on me that that is exactly what I have been doing my entire life. I have been so closed off and sheltered that I haven’t been able to look around and really feel what the world is

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