Dramatic Monologue

“okay Addy I would just like to know Cora and I went to Mr. Ponland and he said that we will probably have a volleyball unit for people to try it out.”
She looks at me again
“ okay Belle the truth is, is that I actually like volleyball I have liked it since I was little and it kills me to not have volleyball as a “cool” sport I want to play so bad but I worry about what people are going to think about me and what they think I want to be liked by Maddie so I don't lose a friend.”
“ if Maddie doesn't like you because you like a sport that isn't cool you should not be friends with Maddie that is a bad friend but you can do whatever you want to do go for it if you don't want to play volleyball because you won't be liked anymore that is not

As we work I work quietly and think to myself about the conversation that me and Addison just had about volleyball and I thought was I being mean and I thought that I could have used some nicer words and I could have been not as straight up with her but I think that she needed someone to tell her that and I hope that she realizes that was a good conversation for her because people don't just come up to her and tell her the flat out truth about being friends with Maddie.
Addyson glares over at me like I killed her cat or something like that but I just told her the honest truth and I think I was a little too raw with her I think that I was doing it right though because nobody likes people that are too uptight with themselves if you know what I mean. I thought that but because Addy is my neighbor so I thought things were going to be a little bit awkward between us for a while. Her little sister Ayla comes over all of the time to play with my sister's toys I think it is a little bit weird but she does not seem to care what Ayla does which I guess I don't really care what Brady, Allie, and Jackson do, but I would care if they went over to the neighbors just to play with their toys mean that sometimes Allie and Ayla will play but that is not very often. Ayla doesn't really like Allie and I don't think that Allie likes Ayla, but Allie also doesn't hate Ayla